Things I wish I could change about myself

First and foremost, I wish I just for once could continue writing my blog more often than once in a blue moon.

This post is more for myself, here to serve as a reminder. And although I should probably just send myself email through futureme.org, somehow making this public(-ish) makes it more of a commitment for change than if I would write it down in one my 101 notebooks.

So here's a short list:

• I wish I would bother enough to cook myself some proper meals every week
• I wish I would bother enough to actually start excercising and maybe meditating
• I wish I would stop believing spontanious decision, adventures and buys are empowering and always a cool idea (unlike at the age of 16, at 22 all of it has consequences, mostly of the kind you are not too happy about)
• I wish I would stop complaining and start doing things. Just have enough energy to start doing things. (Right now it just feels like I am on sedatives all the time, unless I am in stress, in which case I have to do something else than fulfilling my ideas).

Keep wondering if there are others sharing this feeling of standing still. And if there are, would we push each other to move on or just gather all together and slowly transform into one big zombie group who are "accepting their reality and themselves and loving it"?

/A.